Missing my ex

She is getting married..

This is strange, here i am reading about females who are in the 30s and still single, couldn't find a bf.. yet, i couldn't meet any female who are single. Everyone around me are either married or attached, planning for marriage. Perhaps its really not fated.

Yes. There is no friendship between two genders. I didn't intent to sleep with my good friend (female). We were lying on the bed and she suddenly turn around and we started kissing. After that day, we became FwB for almost 2 years before she decide to move on to find other men.